Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in Eric's LiveJournal:

Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
12:10 pm	yeah snow really sucks. I dont like it at all. We got like....15 inches yesterday? Fucking I cant go anywhere. I feel like im in alaska. My cats outside cant even walk hahah. then I had to swim through the fucking snow to feed my damn horses this morning. I hate being stuck in this house. I dont even know what else to say. this shit sucks alot. Oh, I guaged my ears to 5/8's, if anyone cares. I dont really know what else to say. Who thinks were gunna have school tomorrow? Current Mood: frustrated
1 told me what real fear is like |x| What have you seen through those eyes?
Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
7:38 pm	strange, I've tried consistently to be nicer and try harder in school. nothing has been accomplished. I got into a big arguemnet with my math teach and cursed him out. He kicked me out of class and im probably getting written up but whatever. But Fuck shit happens right, Im still trying. I tryed talking to a few people I hadnt spoken with in ages today. I hadnt talked to "Kristy Longlegs" in a long time and I IMed her and she said I creeped her out. so i guess that didnt go over all too well haha. and somebody told katie I hated her and talk shit about her. thats so silly. people start shit too much! So travis showed me this sick porn site, www.ten.com . its pretty cool and if you have the right name and password its like unlimited shit haha. He also showed me this sick band called crotchduster. its like grind.death.disco.jazz.punk.rap.tv.joke.core This summer, Everyone will feel the wrath of the dutch YOU WILL ALL EAT CHOCOLATES AND BUY WATCHES This summer, Keanu Reaves stars in FUCK THE DUTCH Fuck 'em! This is absolutly the best band Ive everheard in my life. now in this song their killing santa. thats it im putting this song mammal sauce in here its so sick haha. woop woop. See these things make me feel good haha. Ill see you guys later! Current Mood: indescribable
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Monday, January 17th, 2005
11:10 pm	:) In complete and total adoration my gift to you my heart was yours ten weeks you shaped it, in one night you murdered it torn from my chest I'm layed at your feet that first step you took was the worst since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence short of a mark I still have these memories but we will never see what we could have been remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go rememeber cause thats all you can do well never make another memory well never make another memory I wish I would have died in your amrs the last time we were together so I wouldn't have to wait with out you today this time I thought things were real you said they were, what happend.. you were a priority was I an option I let you see a side of me I don't share with anyone Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled You knew form the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart I'm sorry that wasn't enough So we will go our own ways and hopefully you will remember the things I told you Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity A broken Heart is not what I wanted from this but I guess I've learned from this But arent you supposed to learn from your mistakes I don't consider this a mistake I just wish the story didnt end this way 'Cause I'm still in love with the person helped me write it Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go Remember when we talked of where we'd be a year from now I've decided Im actually going to start using this thing. Alot of things are going to be changing. I hope everyone is ready. Current Mood: chipper
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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
10:39 pm	shakaka Thanksgiving is the stupidest holiday ever. I don't care who likes it, your all idiots. The food is pretty bad. The concept of the holidayis pretty weak, and I have to hang out with people I dont like. Fuck that. I got up today, ate bagels with my family. had some cofee. Went back to sleep for three hours. Got back up played madden. Smoked a bowl. Drank some soda. Had dinner( which sucked). Went and played madden some more. Now Im here. I thinking of taking my moms car out and going to steves for a little bit, but I dont know where he is. I think hes out with some friends. So yeah, as you can see there is absolutly nothing to do. Thanksgiving is the single most boring holiday ever. Yeah its cool you got school off, but you cant even go out because your with your fucking family. Fuck that. Next year Im boycotting this holiday. Give me something legit to give thanks for, and maybe Ill change my mind about it. I dont need a specific day to reflect on the good things in my life. Fuck this shit. Current Mood: bored
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Monday, November 22nd, 2004
3:06 pm	Yepp I absolutly despise school. I take that back. I despise getting up in the morning to go to school. I fell asleep through the first 4 periods today, cut 5th, had lunch 6th, slept 7th. I guess I didnt do that much. I have college tonight and it blows alot. Then I come home pass out and start all over again. But tomorrow I have to pick up the tickets for our dec 13th show. You should all go to both of my shows. Dec11th molly blooms 1 2pm, $10 bands: a nerve a heart a tragedy the after hours septembrisade our own guilt edeyln Aversion December, 13 2004 at TGIF Sights and Sounds Farmingville, NY Cost: $10 Bands: Sixthgate Last Conviction Twelve tribes (ferret Records) Aversion The Ghost notes Yeah good stuff. So yeah. Pick up the tickets and practice tomorrow. should be fun right. yeah heres hoping. Maybe Ill start using this thing. Current Mood: exhausted
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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
3:54 pm	Nah. So I have a few friends with " friends only" journals. I cant read that shit. I am PISSED. Hence the reason for this journal. Maybe Ill update once and a while. Current Mood: exanimate
1 told me what real fear is like |x| What have you seen through those eyes?